Most people DonT KnoW


Most people hate what they cant resolve,
Most people want what they can’t have,
Most people feel a strange thing called love,
Most peoples hearts get broken,

Most people rely on people they think are truth tellers,
Truth tellers are ordinary people such as ourselves,
Most people lie to themselves about the truth,
Most people cant deal with the truth,

Most people cry at funerals because everybody else crieS,
Most people find it hard to cry for someone they never knew,
Most people like people who offer them gifts,
Most people hate spending their money on different things,

Most people are born daft then they seek knowledge,
Most people are jealous of those that have,
Most people use knowledge and power together,
Most people are self-destructive,

Most people seek guidance in God’s they’ve never seen,
Most people sing hymns that they don’t really know,
Most people sleep in church and along church rows,
Most people sin knowingly,

Most people need jobs to make money,
Most people control others and complain of control,
Most people refuse whats hardest to struggle for,
Most people die alone lonely death,

Most people can’t figure out eachother,
Most people have bad habits they can’t stop,
Most people like to follow eachother,
Stepping into your own thing is the new old,

Most people refuse to break their marraige,
Most people cheat on everybody but themselves,
Most people like places that they’ve been,
Most people don’t care for truths their told.

Rider ChiCs


I grew up wanting to be a tomboy. Everything about the idea delighted me.To me, that was the answer. Infact Thats why sometimes i question if most of me is boy or girl.

On 2go, you’ve got so many chics claiming to be bad bitches but they arent. What have i learned? Everybody wants to be a bad ass. I do too! But the main point is that maybe its ok to be a girly girl and still look good. Ive heard of the helga’s on this earth,stronger than dudes and oh so seductive in her nature. I had a helga as i was growing up, she was called Steph, she played every sport and new all the guy codes, dudes hung with her and liked her most. Why not?we relate to those that are most like us.

I’m gonna take a step and remember what curtis and others before him said, dont give a fuck what people think. But what if its the very guys who you’re trying to impress that want a rider chick,a helga.

Even celebrities, these days, are going bad ass! Lady gaga and her impression of everything deviant leaves her weird and evil,isnt evil the new good? Beyonce’s gone completely illuminati, no longer does she have her ‘halo’ but a huge stamp on her forehead saying ‘fat ass bitch’. Infact, stars from weezy to kelis and back down to rockers like system of a down attract the majority who want such pessimsm in their lives. Saddists are becoming the in-thing. It’s cool to be wrong on all levels.

I’m befuddled.because is life about conforming?or is it mere individuality? And why be looked down upon just cause you’re not a strong,athletic,crazy female hooligan?

At this point in my life i can ascertain that i can play hardball,but i don’t want to. Because with that characteristic comes a set of dares and boundary scratchers that I can’t go into. Secy…secys yearning to come out. But look, just now that guy on 2go was really rude and cocky just cause i wimped out(yeh he said he rode a bike,has a rockband and his an artist but..). I deleted his idiotic bad ass self because he was pushing my limits, must I be a badass to get a guy?Must we be bad asses to gain attention?.. The temptation of it all still intruigues me.

Secy feels held back,confinement.

Disconnect


Lights are off,
Lights are on,
Curtain call,
Or is it encore,
Maybe even war,
Whats life here,
When your not here,
Disconnect eating,
Disconnect stale,
Worse off than I’ve ever been,
Mary can u hail,
Confused and distraught,
Lost in thought,
Meaningless gaze,
Wild eyed bloom,
Dark sustainance,
Beautiful moon,
Dark obliteration,
Dark is lost,
Blank thoughts,
Colour wrought,
Heat on skin,
Cannot feel,
What is real,
Broken glass,
Time to pass,
Lost and cracked,
Strange people,
In my corner,
Like a loner,
Disconnected sonar,
All is louder,
Silence clouder,
Misty logic,
Backing off,
Definition is my ignorance,
Naivity my liberlnass,
Faded petals,
Rose dead,
Disconnect in my head