Never say Never-The fray
Maybe I never said it before but I’m happy I have my friends. They help me see beyond my own sacriligious feelings and perfectionist mannerisms.
If any friend of mine is reading this..you’ll know you mean the world to me if I haven’t already said it. The best part of friendship is that, for me, it can be measured with time, honesty and commitment.
I’m happy that I have long term friends, people who I don’t neccassarily see on a regular basis but people who will be there for me if I need, those who won’t tell me they quit.
Today, I wake up in the morning feeling a huge sigh of relief that atleast I have friends who know me and who’ll check up on me because thats what i need. It’s the most difficult thing to give up on people when I’ve experienced it before.
Sometimes I can’t let go of those empty feelings because I don’t want to give up on people like how Mutti gave up on me. I don’t apologize anymore, I stare blank cause I know she’ll expect the worst and think the worst. I can’t give up…but sometimes its best to let go. I can’t be consistent with my heart, It’ll be bruised.It HAS BEEN bruised time and time again.
My friends, the brains behind my mentorship. They know me well enough to slap out the self-incurred drama out of dramasque.
Don’t take your friends for granted and remember who said they’d be there for you and they always are.
Dedicated to Fedhi, Aflaf, Winnie, TJ, Mrs. Muscles! Tony, Martin and many of the people who know…