I think I’m the happiest person on earth because I never gave up. Most people would have cried and stormed off, gone in to drugs and sex scandals but I stuck it out for a future I knew i’d have. I’ve just been accepted to the University Within officially and I just recieved my admissions packet. Vatti grabbed my and nuggy’d my head like I was some kind of mangy chihauhau, but the point is, I’m going, I;m finally leaving the Isle of Corruption and moving on to freedom, to peace.

All Vatti has to do is sort out his papers, of which he threatens he wont put the other haf a mill in the bank account due to lack of senses. I’ll kill him if he ruins this for me.

I arose above and beyond my social and acedemic hurdles in life. I cried endlessly and lost faith in God and myself, hated the world and didn’t understand a thing.
You see the thing about arising is that you seek understanding of what just hapenned, like you’ve been awoken froma deep sleep and now u finally get why life is as complicated and befuddling as it is. Arising is having faith that there’s more to life then today. Arising is putting aside angry temperaments, being calm,dealing with the obstacles in your path.

You are the shield against all blackness that crosses your path, the light that shines faith on human existance. We believe in ourselves and one another because it makes us one. The truth of our existence as human beings becomes a reality, we are stronger beings, in nature, character and spiritual elemants.

Arise and be..all that you’ll be, all that you’ll be
Arise and be…all of your dreams, all that you dream.

Arise and be, all that u dream, all that u dream.
See past the fakeness and the seams,
Stand up and be the best you can be,
Love is never far or easy,
Fight and be happy because thats what u deserve,
A glimmer of oppurtunity is what you observe,
See past the difficulties and into the picture,
The successfull picture of how you’ll be hurt no longer.

Rollercoaster Attack

Fall deep within this abyss of deception,
Don’t be afraid to let your tears dissappear,
Falling,rolling,tumbling,down down down.
Paint a happy picture and smile when you see it,
Make yourself happy be the centre of happiness,
Smile,pile,dial, dial him,up up up.
What you gonna do when rejections come in,
Are you gonna run and chuck it in the bin,
Failure,master,loser,valour, down down down.
Flowers smell beautiful I’m gonna go drink,
Paint a happy picture and forget to think,
Feast,beast,least up up up.

Looking pretty with this pretty dress,
Nobodys gonna dump me today but i feel rejection,
Supposing,imposing,influencing,down down down.
Unconscious decision to shoot him,
Maybe im telling myself the past will be forgotton,
Forgetting, dieing,erasing down down down.
Madness incepting my brain and sowing it,
Should i keep my cool and sit brainwashed?
Controlling,beholding,withholding,down down down.
I scream until i crescendo and music behind walls dont listen,
I scream because i want to run n nobody listens,
Escaping,frustrating,piercing down down down.

Up up up,
Down down down,
Up up up,
Down down down,
Shut, shut up,
Leave, me,alone,
Up,up, up,

Rejoicing because im happy with the one i love,
Cheering my family on wouldn’t be anywhere else,
Smiling,salivating,embracing,amazing,celebrating,dancing,twisting and turning,drinking,smoking,eating,and being,living, up up up.

I just recieved my official acceptance to the University Within,
I’m processing my financial forms and my life begins,

Beginning,emancipating,fullfilling, up up UP!