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My blind eyes


dont wonder why im writing this, just don’t wonder but think…
if i thought about doing this its because i didnt think,
i just wrote what i was feeling,
i just tried to still the screaming,
the screaming noise inside my head,
telling me im already dead,
without him im barely smiling,
without him im barely crying,
without no indifferent feeling,
im just feeling so damn dead,

i called this note my blind eyes,
truth doth dress in white skies,
but innocence is bathed with nothing,
just the cloak of morality sinking,
how far can one girl sink here,
strong fortress built around here,
ignorance of love painted clear,
ignorance of ignorance close near,
i cant seem to analyze words these days, everything seems like a big haze,
im just really into feeling, blind eyes that seem so unseeing, but they are.

I got ripped when i didnt stay,
but now im standing for logic of today,
chose reason over cloudy “somedays”.
chose white flag over rebbeling days,
blind eyes fail me once again,
im choosing not to become insane,
im loosing my mind deep within,
blind eyes no longer….this boy no stronger,this love’s a goner..
this reason’s the winner..my eyes are open,
im blind no longer.

thanks for reading,
j
Tuesday, January 12, 2010 at 8:44pm

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I wrote this poem a long time ago the words still ring in my head, a part of me from another place that id like to include in my future

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About Dramasque Diva

Hi I'm Dramasque Diva. My blog is all about what is in my head. My blog name is Dramastrois after the 3 personalities I assume on a daily basis. Dramasque's 3(trois is french for 3). I usually write really random stuff, some of those include poems, stories, sex stories even.. lol. I have a combination of stuff on my blog. so by all means, come and check it out if you're interested n what goes on in my head!!

2 responses to “My blind eyes

  1. Douche

    chose reason over cloudy “somedays”
    xxxxx

  2. Dramasque Diva ⋅

    chose white flag over rebbeling days,
    blind eyes fail me once again,
    im choosing not to become insane,

    Do u understand it?

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