For a long time i doubted myself and doubted whether I actually had the ability to make decisions,to do things on my own. Life is so full of exuberance and oppurtunity that its scary to actually believe in yourself.
I gre up,as you all know, in purgatory,a little girl trapped secluded from the rest of society,but it was in my rowdy personality to go out there and test the world. I counted myself courageous cause I put these bars and roadblocks in my life and faced them head on. I am a courageous person!
But lucky me, not lucky those who dont see past the fear and the guilt and the weakness. To say can -not makes me sick these days because anything and everything can be defeated/overcome by the human spirit.Believing yourself maybe the most chalenging thing you could ever do in life but it is a profound moment of personal reflection and deliverance.
I told myself i couldnt go around the CBD.i told myself id die before i took a bus anywhere let alone to the District of Them or even Douches hood.But that inner voice thats telling you can-nots is just as afraid as you are. I am strong,I am worth this moment and I deserve this courage,because this is me,being my own person and working towards the individual peace I always wanted…Be like me,take your heart in your hand and understand that you are not a can-not and life can work for you.
Courage,is the seed,that we water with our new found hopes and beliefs.Let this give you strength,as it has for me