Can you blame me for crying,those wee hours of the night where you think nothing that unexpecteds gonna happen then it does??..yeh.its called a breakdown.
I sat and I realized that my 2nd day of deliverance was gonne be a no show too.and suddenly it dawned on me, that people dont always give you 100%..they give less. And you’re really special if you give another 100 back..like i do. I always do..
GingerBuscuit told me not everybodys gonna understand. Not everybody gonna be like him,not everybodys gonna feel the way he does,or i do..And thats when it hit me. GB is totally right. Nobodys the same.
I’m like a moth to a flame.I keep giving a 100%,cant stopp,wont quit trying to make friends out there because i believe there is some good in meeting people…
I cried that night because i not only realized im being given ten short of what i provide ina friendship…I’m given ten short in any relationship I’ll ever have till the end of time….except with Douche and God. Life,and everlasting love…I doubt I’ll get tenshort from them.
Mutti and Vatti have basically proven how incapable of trust they really are.My brother,a mirror image of them.Them,they can never be trusted ever…it’s all parties and fun. Then they complain at the end of the day tthat their being given ten short..
Fuckit…how useless can the power of the universe get.wait…winnie doesnt give tenshort..
I just gotta be selective?
Or should i be deceptive?
Or maybe just well hidden?…
I remember saying were all bound to our own hells and heavens, and so are we to the same group of shortcomings and oppurtunities..Now is our time…Now is my time to understand this and choose what really matters.
You should to?