Temptation spurns us all.but,what of the topic of sleeping NUDE??!..hehe,ok,crazy encounter with my bed n i. Douche suggested it,n i thought why not.
I’ve talked to a few guys who do it and apperently its very comfortable…little did i know i was in for the experience of my life. Who knew your birthday suit could be so stimulating.hahahaa.
I felt abit nasty and horrible, how do you even begin to sleep nude. PRocess:i was next to my bed,i hapenned to slip out of my pj bottoms,pj top n jumper..left my underpants because HELL!I was gonna do it but id like to feel abit myself during the whole process. I slipped into the sheets, n cuddled my naked body. Guess what!it was an experience.
Heres one thing I learnt from all of this. Temptation,want,need,it doesnt have to satisfied by being who you are, but it can be accepted for who you’d want to be.That means embracing life as an experiment and not as though it were something that will alter your life for an eternity…as the youth say :live for the moment!
I guess,i embraced nudity as a test.I watched pornography as a lesson. And touching my self was me embracing my youth,seeing how and what happens,exploring what could be a physical encounter with another man in the future…
Ive learnt to appreciate myself more.hehe,twisted as it seems.
Questions:will i do it again?will it still be the same learning experience?what does nudity mean?what does nudity mean for my sexuality,does it change the fact that i am attracted to men?
Temptation,embracing it, is almost pleasurable…